Kau hadir bagaikan cahaya,
menyuluh dan menyinari segenap alamku yang gelap dan kusam...
Secangkir suci senyumanmu itu dapat menjinakkan sanubariku yang liar dan dahagakan cinta...
Suaramu bagaikan penyembuh segala kedukaan dimuka dunia...
Tetapi mengapa begitu payah untuk ku memilikimu?...
Sungguh keras hatimu itu.....
Sungguh jauh dikau untukku capai....
Hatiku berdetik....
Adakah aku bertepuk sebelah tangan?....
Atau adakah ini sekadar sandiwaramu untuk mengujiku?....
Aku tidak tahu dan aku tidak pasti tetapi aku akan tetap berjuang,
berjuang untuk mendapatkan hatimu, cintamu, dirimu....
Sepelusuk dunia tidak akan dapat menghalang ku dari memenangimu....

~Hopes~

As I sank into the depth of my unexplainable heart,
my mind is being clouded by visions and faces...
I realized that my heart is already being consumed by fear and uncertainty...
I was gasping for air...
I was gasping for truth...
I was gasping for help !
Suddenly I saw a ray of light shinning far across my sea of insecurity....
That light turns in someone I'm really familiar with....
There she stood in the doorway, reaching out her hand offering help...
Should I take her hand?...
Or should I sank deeper for I am afraid of losing again....
I've been hurt so many times...
When I've finally pull myself back together,
someone came and stomp my defenseless heart...
Show me hope and save me from myself....
I beg you...
You who you are...

~It Hurts~

You don't know how hard I've been holding my desire to have you....
You've captured my heart in trance and I felt my spirit was lifted from me...
Watching you slipping away to others really hurts my heart but I know its for the best...
Even if I can't have you, at least you are with someone who can keep you save....
We lived in two different world...
Fire and ice can never be together....
I'm such an insolent fool to reach out something that is way beyond my capability...
Only miracle can bond us together....
Till that day comes, stay away and live a happy life...
I'll pray for that miracle to happen....

Im still here....~

Haih.....~
I'm still here, standing on top of the world....
Why did I hesitate?
I've planned everything and yet, I'm still here....
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~Live It Up~~

sigh....
the time has come....
sumhow i feel scared when i thnk bout wut will happen....
am i doin the rite thng?....
ive planned diz for a very long time.....
giv me courage 2 make it through.......
i have 2 move on but i need 2 c her 4 the last time b4 i let evrythng go......
just giv me sum more time......
dat is all i ask........

~The End~

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Its time to end this....
I won't hesitate anymore....
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Life~

Y do we hav 2 make choices?.....
Cant we just live our life without making choices?....
Making choices is hard n painful....
A bad move can fucked up ur entire life...sigh...
I've enough pain n pressure in life...
I wont b making choices nemore....
Im just gonna go with the flow...
If its time, its time......
No need 2 hesitate....